Tomorrow’s the first day of my internship. Inside I’m really nervous but I know tomorrow is going to start a new path in my life. That’s something to be excited about, honestly if you would’ve asked me my freshman year what I would’ve been doing by now I’d definitely say I’d be on this track, except for one thing of course…but sometimes you have to sacrifice personal things for a different kind of success.
Still, there’s no denying that I certainly am thinking of you tonight.
Tbh I really hate when you fall asleep and I’m still up. I don’t know if that makes me needy or too demanding, I know you need to sleep I know you’re probably tired but…for once I’d like to stay up with you not because we’re fighting…but because we’d both rather lose sleep then be apart from each other at night.
It’s stuff like this that makes me think we might never be as close as we’d need to be to get things back on track again.
That’s really sad.
In July it’d be a year. I’ve had my struggles with it too. It’s really not easy being comfortable in your own skin (uh..hair?) :)